Chapter 1: Long Winter Nights.

The storm clouds gathered over Brainerd like a shroud, heavy with malevolent purpose. February in Minnesota wasn’t just cold—it was an arctic demon that clawed at windows and howled through pine trees with vindictive glee. Inside the farmhouse, a new Grundig transistor radio crackled to life, its orange dial glowing like a cat’s eye in the growing darkness. The newscaster’s voice cut through waves of static: wind chill plummeting to negative three, winds whipping to fifteen miles per hour. Stay inside, he warned, though only a fool would venture out on a night when even the shadows seemed to freeze.

Out on the twelve-hundred-acre farm, the cattle had found their sanctuary. They huddled together beneath an ancient oak that rose from a sunken knoll like the twisted hand of some buried giant. White pines and squat hemlocks formed a natural fortress around them, their branches interlaced like soldiers’ arms locked in protection. Here, in this circular grove, the arctic wind died to a whisper, as if even nature respected this sacred space.

The barn told its own story of winter refuge, but with darker undertones. Horses stamped restlessly in their stalls, sensing something their human masters couldn’t. Farm cats prowled the hay bales stacked halfway to the rafters, their eyes gleaming with ancient knowledge. A great horned owl—more sentinel than mascot—peered down from its perch on a wooden truss, its occasional questioning hoot carrying hints of impending doom. In the attached coop, chickens nestled beneath the harsh glare of heat lamps, their rooster strutting below like a tin-pot dictator, pecking at imagined treasures in the straw.

Inside the farmhouse, May moved with the precision of a battlefield medic, her thirty-seven years etched in the tight lines around her eyes. Nine children needed shepherding to bed, lunches needed packing, and her own preparations for the night shift loomed like a sentence. She was a master of temporal gymnastics, performing ten tasks simultaneously while time slipped through her fingers like winter wind through bare branches.

Frank’s arrival shattered the routine like a stone through glass. His chrome-trimmed sky-blue rig sat in the yard, exhaust rising like ghost breath in the frigid air, a mechanical beast finally at rest after eight days on the road. He filled the doorway like a mountain, forty years of hard living carved into his face. “You performing tonight, babe?” The question carried more weight than its simple words suggested, his eyes lighting up with a hunger that had nothing to do with food.

May nodded, adding with forced lightness, “Plus I’m tending bar—they called in. Care to help out?” But beneath her casual tone lay currents of desperation, of needs unspoken and burdens unshared.

Frank’s smile faltered, revealing the exhaustion beneath his rough exterior. “Just got off a long haul, love. Haven’t even showered yet, let alone eaten. Give me a moment to get my bearings?” His words carried an edge of pleading, a rare crack in his armor.

May’s sigh spoke volumes—of understanding, of resignation, of love tested by time and circumstance. “You betcha. There’s fried chicken in the fridge. I’ve got to run.” She watched him disappear down the hall, a ghost of his usual self, before wrapping herself in her mismatched winter armor: an oversized pink-and-black wool-lined coat, thick hand-knitted cap, and men’s mittens that swallowed her hands like hungry beasts.

Outside, the cold attacked with predatory ferocity. May wrestled with her keys, cursing as she yanked off a mitten to unlock her rusty ’67 Ford. The truck’s seat welcomed her with the familiarity of an old friend who’d seen too much. The engine protested like a cranky old goat before erupting into life with a series of backfires that echoed like gunshots in the frozen air. As she guided the truck around Frank’s rig and down the long driveway, she watched the farmhouse shrink in her rearview mirror, knowing that tonight, like every night lately, something dark and inevitable was gathering strength, waiting to strike.

Back inside, fresh from his shower, Frank retrieved his chicken and beer, his movements deliberate, almost ritualistic. An argument erupted upstairs like summer lightning. “You three little shits better simmer down and hit the lights,” he bellowed, his voice carrying the threat of thunder, “or Nana’s gonna come up and tan your hides!”

The house fell into an uneasy silence, broken only by the soft creaking of settling wood and the whispered conspiracies of children plotting in the dark. Frank settled into a sturdy wooden chair with his cold dinner just as Marc, his seventeen-year-old son, stormed in like a force of nature, complaint written in every line of his body.

“Boy,” Frank’s voice carried the weight of years and miles, “you’re old enough to get a job and move out if you can’t handle your sisters. I don’t want to hear it.”

“It ain’t about handling them, Pops!” Marc’s protest crackled with teenage fury. “It’s about not being able to give them a piece of my mind!”

Frank fixed him with a weary glare that could have frozen hell itself. “Are you a boy or a man? Get out of my face—I’ve had a long week, and you’re grating on my last nerve!”

Marc thundered upstairs like a storm front, pausing at his sisters’ doorway to deliver his parting shot. “If you three can’t shut up and let a guy sleep, go join the other animals in the barn!” The girls responded by slamming the door, their giggles floating through the wood like smoke through cracks. “Stupid bitches,” Marc muttered, retreating to his room.

Frank, overhearing, allowed himself a small smile that held more sadness than mirth. Chicken leg dangling from his mouth like a forgotten cigar, he gathered his feast—the bucket of chicken and two more beers, his armor against the night—and settled into his favorite recliner opposite the fireplace. Channel 11 flickered to life, casting shadows that danced on the walls like memories trying to escape.

Hours later, Frank dozed in his chair, his ninth beer balanced precariously like a liquid tightrope walker. Johnny Carson’s monologue provided a soundtrack to his dreams while Thomas, his hippie son and bitter high school dropout, stumbled in. The boy was stoned beyond comprehension, his eyes glazed with chemical escape. “Sorry, Pops,” he slurred, the words tumbling out like broken glass, “was out with the guys.”

Frank grunted without opening his eyes, a bear disturbed from hibernation. “Shut it, Tommy boy. I’m sleeping.”

Thomas fumbled his way to the basement door, giggling at his own numbness, a sound that carried dark undertones of despair. He crashed down the stairs with all the grace of a wounded animal, stripped, and swallowed two barbiturates before collapsing onto his decrepit couch beneath an unwashed quilt. “Hate this family,” he mumbled into the darkness, each word falling like a stone into a bottomless well. “Hate this town. Hate everything. It’s all fucked up.” His words dissolved into troubled sleep, but the darkness listened, and the darkness remembered.

At the bar, May found Doreen waiting like a harbinger of change. “That offer still on the table?” The owner’s question hung in the air like smoke, heavy with implication. May’s heart quickened, a trapped bird against her ribs. “Which offer?” she asked, though she knew—oh, how she knew.

“To buy this heap. I’m done with these townspeople!”

The moment stretched between them like a wire about to snap. May secured her truck before responding, each word carefully chosen. “Doreen, I made that offer two years ago. Why now?”

“My office. We need to talk.” They weaved through the crowd of regulars, one calling out like a lost soul: “Hurry up, May! We want music!”

May turned back, forcing a smile that didn’t reach her eyes. “Just a few minutes, I promise.” The office door closed behind them with the finality of a coffin lid, shutting out the bar’s chaos. The small room, once a keg storage space, now housed a metal desk crowned with a garish cowboy-and-Indian lampshade that cast shadows like war dancers on the walls. A pine-and-leather couch exhaled decades of cigarette smoke and spilled beer, while in the corner, a black-and-copper Gary Safe Co. vault stood sentinel, “Doreen Heifferman” and “Buffalo N.Y.” emblazoned across its face like a challenge.

They settled on opposite ends of the couch, two women on the edge of destiny. “Drink?” Doreen offered, but May shook her head, clinging to her principles like a lifeline. “You know my rules about mixing work and spirits.”

“That’s exactly why you’d be perfect for this place.” Doreen reached for May’s hand, but May pulled back, sensing the weight of what was coming. “Cut the sweet talk, Dor. Why sell now?”

“I’m tired. Family’s gone, husband’s dead, and this place has lost its meaning. Time to live a little before I can’t.” The words fell between them like autumn leaves, each one carrying its own shade of sadness.

May absorbed this in silence, feeling the threads of fate weaving tighter around her. “I’ll need to discuss it with Frank. Things have changed since I made that offer.”

“Take your time,” Doreen said, rising with the effort of ages. She opened the safe with practiced movements: left, right, left, like a dance she’d performed too many times. “Here’s your band earnings from last week. Better get ready—you’re on in forty.”

May headed for the stage while Doreen lingered, drinking in her office one last time before securing the safe and sinking onto the couch, surrounded by the ghosts of decisions past and futures yet to come.

The night unfolded like a dark flower, each petal revealing new secrets, new sorrows. At the bar, May leaned toward Henry, the heavily tattooed fifty-six-year-old bartender, his long beard a silver cascade in the dim light. “Mind staying late? Jen called in sick.”

Henry stroked his beard thoughtfully, lining up shots with his free hand like a general positioning troops. “For you, May, I’d move the moon itself.” The words carried more truth than either of them wanted to acknowledge.

May took the stage, her presence electric, a force that commanded attention. “Hey boys and girls, time for some harmony!” The sixty-three regulars erupted in cheers, their voices rising like a tide. “Sing it, May!”

She caught the drummer’s eye, a silent communication born of countless nights. “Dizzy, baby… One… Two… Three…” The opening beats of Tommy Roe’s “Dizzy” filled the air like smoke, but beneath the music, beneath the laughter and the calls for more, something darker stirred, waiting for its moment to emerge from the shadows of this long winter night.

Meanwhile, in the basement, Thomas jerked awake, executing an unintentional cartwheel into the coffee table that sent him sprawling like a broken marionette. Blood gushed from a gash running from below his eye to his jawline, a crimson ribbon in the dim light. “Fuck my life,” he whimpered, stumbling to the bathroom like a wounded animal. His solution—a bottle of superglue—spoke volumes about his desperation. He squeezed the adhesive into the wound before pressing the edges together with trembling hands, sealing more than just flesh with his actions.

Back on his couch, he took a deep hit from his bong, exhaling slowly between coughs that sounded like sobs. After thirty minutes of ceiling-staring, the munchies drove him upstairs like a puppet on invisible strings. He raided the fridge for a beer, drumstick, and potato salad, consuming his midnight feast at the kitchen table like a condemned man’s last meal.

Standing at the bottom of the stairs, one hand on the banister, he paused, as if sensing the weight of all his bad decisions pressing down from above. The darkness seemed to pulse around him, whispering secrets only he could hear, promises that would soon turn to nightmares in the cold Minnesota night.

The house held its breath, waiting for what would come next, knowing that some sins can never be washed away, some wounds never heal, and some winter nights stretch on forever, their darkness reaching far beyond the dawn.

Chapter 2

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